Underneath the Barrel

As Salaam Alaikum, So supposidly my husband will be leaving for New Mexico in a matter of days. I wonder what he is going to do, is he going to file for the divorce papers? I was thinking about filing them myself tomorrow but I have decided not to. I really haven’t done anything bad [...]

What Do I Say?

As Salaam Alaikum, Today wasn’t a good day. My aunti suffered an anxiety attacked and had to be rushed to the hospital. It was really horrible. I text messaged my husband to tell him this but unfortunantly he did not come to the hospital. This hurt me a lot. Anyways, my aunt was checked out [...]

So Much

As Salaam Alaikum, I cried so much today. So much. I just continue to pray. If there is anything good that has come out of this it is that I have been praying a whole lot, and keeping with my salats. I just pray and pray. I just wish my husband knew that I was [...]

Through Others Struggles

As Salaam Alaikum, I’m crying. I’m crying because I was just watching a show called “True Like: I’m Coming to America” and I kind of saw myself in one of the people, and that is Timothy. Timothy is from Thailand and he is adjusting to life in the United States. He realizes when he arrives [...]

Dry Tears

As Salaam Alaikum, ::sighs:: Don’t know what I am going to do today. I guess that I can work on my business. Matter of fact, I will. I’ll train my mom with the camera and laptop. It’s not too bad and I hope that it is not complicated for her. I miss my husband so [...]

My Marriage Hangs By a Thread Over a Game

As Salaam Alaikum, I am so sad to say, and know that the true reason why my husband has not returned home is because of a simple game. Basically what I would like to say is please do not play games with your spouse, because things can happen. I cried and I cried in front [...]

Shocked

As Salaam Alaikum, All that I can do is breathe. Today I got up and went to get some tax advice from one of my mother’s friends. It was about 3 hours long and I could barely keep myself together. I was crying and stuff. She talked to me about the situation after everything was [...]

I Give Up

As Salaam Alaikum, I am just going to try to cut all ties with him and get him out of my life. I can’t stand the pain of not being with him but what else cna I do really? What else? It hurts so bad and it makes me feel so sad. It’s the worst [...]

Why?!

As SAlaam Alaikum, He called me at 2:22 in the morning and I spoke to him. Just when I thought that I was making some sort of progress he once again shut and down and told me how he didn’t want to try. His reason? He just didn’t want to. This hurts so much because [...]

Foolish

As Salaam Alaikum, It’s 12:07 a.m. and he still has not called me. I am in tears. I hope that maybe something just got in the way and he will call me still, no matter how late it may be. I don’t want to jump the gun, but much of me feels foolish.