As Salaam Alaikum,
I am just going to try to cut all ties with him and get him out of my life. I can’t stand the pain of not being with him but what else cna I do really? What else?
It hurts so bad and it makes me feel so sad. It’s the worst thing ever. i love him so much and this break up is horrible.
I wish that he knew that I was not asking him to change the essence of his being. All that i was asking for was him to just give me a little bit more excitement. That’s all. But unfortuanntly that was too much for him.
There is nothign else that I can do.
I gotta’ move on now. Yesterday I bought new comforters and sheets, so hopefully that will help me… but it is just lonely without him in the bedroom with me.
Compleltly lonely.
Filed under: divorce, seperation
