My Marriage Hangs By a Thread Over a Game

As Salaam Alaikum,

I am so sad to say, and know that the true reason why my husband has not returned home is because of a simple game.

Basically what I would like to say is please do not play games with your spouse, because things can happen.

I cried and I cried in front of him. I asked him to come home and be with me. I begged for his forgiveness, professed how sorry that I was. I cried and I cried. i sat on the wasground crying, and I just cried. But he continued to say that he was done and that there was no hope.

As a result I called his father. I didn’t get the answer that I looking for and as a result I lost my mind and went off on his father.

Now after speaking to two people, my husband was planning on returning home…. but that phone call, my effort to try to reach out to his family, changed things.

Now I accept my actions and know that I should not have never cursed his father out BUT those things would have never happened if he would have just been honest. NEVER would have happened.

Now all that I can do is pray that my husband thinks about all of this and weighs his options. Now he is being placed in a position where he perhaps may be moving across country with his family. And moving across country with his family, who isn’t that great financially, means obligations. So now he may feel obligated to his family.

My husband, when he moves there, will have no job and little money. He would have given up his scholarship and just so much more.

You see?

I just hope that he comes to his senses, and sees that this is really not what you end a marriage over (the reasons why we argue).

He wants to go out into the world and risk himself to another person? He wants to go through the whole process of finding an attractive, smart, and CLEAN (std-free) girl, again? He wants that?

I love my husband. I told him that I would even go out there and live with him if that is what it took.

I pray and I will continue to pray over our situation. Truly I would like for him to come home and be with me. Truly I would change my own ways just to be with him.

Please God bring my husband back home. Please God, please God. Please do not let this be the end of our marraige. Please God, please. Please I have seen what I need to do and what we should focus on God, and that is you God. Please God, please.

salaam