So Much

As Salaam Alaikum,

I cried so much today. So much.

I just continue to pray. If there is anything good that has come out of this it is that I have been praying a whole lot, and keeping with my salats. I just pray and pray.

I just wish my husband knew that I was on his side. Well he does know that I am on his side, but sadly he may feel that I shouldn’t be by it. What more can I say? I love him so much.

I fel that I am all alone. I wish that he would call me. I wish that he would ask me how I am doing. i wish that he would e-mail or something. I just wish that he would come home. I wish that he would.

I just cry and cry. I try to keep myself together, but I just cry. I cry all day long. I worry all day long. I just feel so bad.

I just want him to come home. I would be so happy. I would make him all of his favorite meals. We would watch all of his favorite movies. i just love my husband so much. I love him so much. I just wish that he would call.

salaam

Leave a Reply