Underneath the Barrel

As Salaam Alaikum,

So supposidly my husband will be leaving for New Mexico in a matter of days. I wonder what he is going to do, is he going to file for the divorce papers? I was thinking about filing them myself tomorrow but I have decided not to.

I really haven’t done anything bad to my husband, nothing worthy of my divorce.

I hate to say it but I guess that he really has a lot of growing up to do. If he is going to divorce me over— i embarass to even say it.

I know that his decision is irrational because he is leaving behind his friends as well, all to get away from me?

My uncle told me that I have to stop chasing him, crying over him, confronting him, etc. Because that is just further driving him away. So I am going to stop. He knows that if he wants to return the door is wide open.

I guess my husband just has me feeling that I am not worth missing.

Maybe I should go by myself a cat.

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