Underneath the Barrel

As Salaam Alaikum,
So supposidly my husband will be leaving for New Mexico in a matter of days. I wonder what he is going to do, is he going to file for the divorce papers? I was thinking about filing them myself tomorrow but I have decided not to.
I really haven’t done anything bad to my [...]

What Do I Say?

As Salaam Alaikum,
Today wasn’t a good day. My aunti suffered an anxiety attacked and had to be rushed to the hospital. It was really horrible. I text messaged my husband to tell him this but unfortunantly he did not come to the hospital. This hurt me a lot.
Anyways, my aunt was checked out and she [...]

My Marriage Hangs By a Thread Over a Game

As Salaam Alaikum,
I am so sad to say, and know that the true reason why my husband has not returned home is because of a simple game.
Basically what I would like to say is please do not play games with your spouse, because things can happen.
I cried and I cried in front of him. I [...]

Shocked

As Salaam Alaikum,
All that I can do is breathe.
Today I got up and went to get some tax advice from one of my mother’s friends. It was about 3 hours long and I could barely keep myself together. I was crying and stuff. She talked to me about the situation after everything was over and [...]

I Give Up

As Salaam Alaikum,
I am just going to try to cut all ties with him and get him out of my life. I can’t stand the pain of not being with him but what else cna I do really? What else?
It hurts so bad and it makes me feel so sad. It’s the worst thing ever. [...]

Why?!

As SAlaam Alaikum,
He called me at 2:22 in the morning and I spoke to him. Just when I thought that I was making some sort of progress he once again shut and down and told me how he didn’t want to try. His reason? He just didn’t want to. This hurts so much because I [...]

They say, “It’s time to get angry.”

As Salaam Alaikum,
Everyone keeps telling me that the next step is anger. But the truth is I do not want to get angry, eventhough I woke up angry today. I don’t want to get angry because I feel that, that will just make things worst. I don’t want to upset him further. But neither do [...]

What More Can I Say?

As Salaam Alaikum,
I really do not know what else I can do. I e-mailed my husband today, again, and I basically just laid it out.
I referred to God and took some verses from the Quran. I did not ask him to reconcile with me. What I asked was that he please look at some verses [...]

What May be The Plan?

As Salaam Alaikum,
Oh gosh, what may be the plan? I am not sure.
Today I hope to get up, take a shower, get dressed, put on my makeup. For someone has been crying for over a week this takes a lot of energy. Yesterday, I washed some clothes so I took that as an excuse to [...]

I Ask for The Strength

As Salaam Alaikum,
Wow. For almost 2 years I have been involved in a beautiful relationship with a man that I truly love. Unfortunantly though, due to so many issues, we have seperated and from what he tells me…. and from what I believe my heart is telling me… we are going to be getting a [...]