What Do I Say?

As Salaam Alaikum, Today wasn’t a good day. My aunti suffered an anxiety attacked and had to be rushed to the hospital. It was really horrible. I text messaged my husband to tell him this but unfortunantly he did not come to the hospital. This hurt me a lot. Anyways, my aunt was checked out [...]

So Much

As Salaam Alaikum, I cried so much today. So much. I just continue to pray. If there is anything good that has come out of this it is that I have been praying a whole lot, and keeping with my salats. I just pray and pray. I just wish my husband knew that I was [...]

Through Others Struggles

As Salaam Alaikum, I’m crying. I’m crying because I was just watching a show called “True Like: I’m Coming to America” and I kind of saw myself in one of the people, and that is Timothy. Timothy is from Thailand and he is adjusting to life in the United States. He realizes when he arrives [...]

Dry Tears

As Salaam Alaikum, ::sighs:: Don’t know what I am going to do today. I guess that I can work on my business. Matter of fact, I will. I’ll train my mom with the camera and laptop. It’s not too bad and I hope that it is not complicated for her. I miss my husband so [...]

My Marriage Hangs By a Thread Over a Game

As Salaam Alaikum, I am so sad to say, and know that the true reason why my husband has not returned home is because of a simple game. Basically what I would like to say is please do not play games with your spouse, because things can happen. I cried and I cried in front [...]

Shocked

As Salaam Alaikum, All that I can do is breathe. Today I got up and went to get some tax advice from one of my mother’s friends. It was about 3 hours long and I could barely keep myself together. I was crying and stuff. She talked to me about the situation after everything was [...]

They say, “It’s time to get angry.”

As Salaam Alaikum, Everyone keeps telling me that the next step is anger. But the truth is I do not want to get angry, eventhough I woke up angry today. I don’t want to get angry because I feel that, that will just make things worst. I don’t want to upset him further. But neither [...]

I Ask for The Strength

As Salaam Alaikum, Wow. For almost 2 years I have been involved in a beautiful relationship with a man that I truly love. Unfortunantly though, due to so many issues, we have seperated and from what he tells me…. and from what I believe my heart is telling me… we are going to be getting [...]